calm let go

Rain did not stop, I have been in place, the old alleys, rhythm, blooming flowers and more blurred ......
Since so long, I know, I'm out of control, I fall, I can not stand losing unstable fixed point, I was struggling, but why even struggle is so weak.
So long since I've been interested in studying the exam books are not even touch it, before, I do not want to learn how, but it will review at least before the exam, and now, the exam for me is just a word and after it got stiff performance.
English class, to translate English into Chinese love poems after every sentence like a needle in a sting my heart, then, my heart is bleeding, ah, every sentence is so aptly yourself, every sentence is deep have experience. Recently overheard an old song "When you understand," it is not so famous, but it tells me the truth and true, "...... nice bent so that you can be happier than ever since it It happened after I was not happy everywhere for your sake, but will let you look at me you make me so sad ...... bent to let you live happier than ever, but in the end I forgot to ask the most trusted fast unhappy moments also The saddest moment ...... you make me so sad. " These are not all true place in my body yet? Always want others to be happy, what are considered the feelings of others, but quickly forget that he is not happy in the end, may be the result so what? Bale just frowned upon, it turns out, I was a fool! Was a fool! I am full of grievances who knows? And there who understand me? Who can understand my rainy it?
In the rain, you can make yourself into a sad realm of vague do not know anything, you can also make your own extraordinarily sober, when the rain poured down from the beginning of time will feel less sad or melancholy experience. Because, at that moment, what do not care, you can think what happens, do not want anything that happens what they are thinking. In the rain, even if the tears fall, mixed with rain, who would know?
There is such a story: Each girl have is no angel tears when he encountered a beloved boy began to cry, fall into the earth and become a girl. Therefore, every boy has not lived up to your girl, because she gave up the whole heaven for you. This story is short, or not a story, but it really touched mefully furnished apartment.
Under the rain stop, do not know when the wind blew, looks calm and not calm, just like my mood also ask how uneven. . .
Filled the rain falls. Flowers, the flower has withered flower, petal and petal fall, leaving the prosthetic Canhong, which means the end of their life is not it?
If they had never choose to bloom in the rain, will not only leave at the end of a beautiful figure it? This is the fate?
This, like ......
If I did not do under this decision will have a different ending it?
If I had not been so persistent, will have now sad?
If I did not escape ......
However, I know that everything is not if. In the tired, hurt, then the pain, I finally understand.
Tears quietly falling, too late to fall into the mouth, just rain and together later, I could not tell whether the tears still face the rain, you even follow blurred ......
Let the rain hit the body, the wind is more intense, and I actually began to walk in the rain, rain clothes had been wet, firmly attached to the body, the wind penetrated the clothes, and I did not feel cold, maybe because my heart has gone right temperature. However, I know that the rain has hit woke up I had to decide!
Not only how long the rain stopped down, I do not know how I got home, and I just feel dizzy honking, replaced the wet clothes, barely wipe the hair down the bed and sleep.
Wake up, look out the window, it was still lit. Come up with a comb, comb the hair, picked up the scissors, yes, yes it ~ I cut my hair, hair fall to the ground at the moment, cut the care, cut the punishment, not cut in one place loved bifurcation, cut a ground broke my embarrassment, Changzhangduanduan, just a long, inch by inch in the struggle. . .
Once this is done to bring earplugs, listening to music, until dark, I quietly now balcony, the night wind blowing. The night wind was cold, back before all, the heart seems frozen, how worthy acquaintance does not meet, regret and heartache, regret and love has been the wind, the wind fond memories just incomprehensibleMaggie Beauty黑店 ......
Blowing cold, dizzy head seemed to awake a lot, I know, I was relieved to channel Life itself is a play, why rivalry too concerned about fame and wealth, ah, students do not bring refuses to bring to go, things are unpredictable world of joy and sorrow, life together again missed the next life, love and hate, do not be too concerned, row boats to cross the bridge, and waved his sleeves, do not turn around, though good daughter, I promised myself happy hard to find ...... no longer easily try indulgent taste, I am still that simple-minded to me, silly meMaggie Beauty黑店
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Thank you to accompany you so long since! Thank you! Friends, forever!
I will return to a simple person, whom no trouble my balance, no escape, birds know where there will be warm, no longer afraid to fly alone, coming from a man romance, all the well-being of all the ups and downs have changed was simply that he is their favorite, the air was filled with flowers smell chic comfortable, no worries, each sweet memories slowly, I fine, clear, faint smile from my eyes open. Although late at night, but today the sun rose up from the heart. If I die, you better!